#I'm...so mad actually
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Me trying to get out of an art slump: I really need to work on my animatic of done for, I haven't done much And since I'm on break I should really try to Work Towards it
My computer: ...
Wouldn't it be so funny if I completely quit functioning
Update: Still haven't fixed the issue And we might need to do a reset But We're gonna try Buying A hard drive or something so that We don't Risk losing some important stuff like the drawings
Update 2: I FUCKING FIXED IT I DIDN'T HAVE TO LOSE ANYTHING LET'S GOOOO🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
#idk if you can tell but i am LIVID#i might lose all progress (4 frames lmao) FUCK my life actually#if anybody knows why a laptop suddenly acts like it's never heard of wifi or wireless connection I'd live to know#I'm...so mad actually#epic the musical#tagamemnon#greek mythology#the circe saga
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I LOVE ALL OF THESE CHARACTERS BTW. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR HATE FOR THEM ON MY POST
#textboxes#deltarune#susie deltarune#lancer deltarune#kris dreemurr#ralsei#my art#long post#hi welcome to my secret notes about this textbox adventure!#my developer's commemtary if you will.#i originally drew susiezilla in her light world color palette. but i changed it afterwards because i realized she likes herself better in#the dark world than in the light world. if she were to draw an idealized version of herself it'd be based on her dark world form.#if you pay attention to kris' drawing you'll see that they tried to give it big angel wings. but it's kind of hard to do that when you can'#control yourself.#i named Urisk that to complete the . uhm. quadfecta?#Frisk Urisk Chara Kris. or FUCK for short.#i was going to give urisk angel features because they're so Good. but i realized ralsei probably considers devils to be good rather than#angels. since he exists to banish the angel's heaven and all the heroes have strong devil motifs surrounding them.#i still gave them a halo though bc i still wanted them to seem Good.#i feel like the pacing on this one could have used some improvement#but overall i'm just happy i got it done! i'm very proud of it :]#that's the thing about these textboxes. it's really hard to go back and change previous textboxes#you've just gotta keep on chuggin forward until you reach the end! no looking back!#anyway i hope you enjoyed this one! :3#oh also. i put kris on the opposite side of everyone else to symbolize their isolation from everyone else bc of the soul#okay actually i have more to say. so susie's drawing looks like something hou could actually draw on a paper#meanwhile ralsei's was based on the drawing on his unused manual. which has pure black outlines and perfectly filled colors like it was mad#in ms paint. also i was originally going to include noelle and berdly in this too#berdly's OC was going go be Super Lord Berdly; Mayor of Smartopia#and noelle's OC was going to be really beautiful but really tragic
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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I have a special soft spot for Sunny and a love of designing him new outfits.
#I have this habit of drawing his rays like sunflower petals and i cant stop.#So originally i called this the 'story teller' outfit#like a bard ya know?#i had no knowledge of lore about the actual story teller software so it made me laugh#also made me mad#if there is no mention of them in the mimic game I'm gonna scream#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf#fnaf sun
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The tac net crash chapter is one of my favorites so far~
Ah and. Guess what. I just discovered that including this post, I made 50 pieces of fanart for Mistakes on mistakes until.. I’m so sane and normal about this story can you tell👍

#maccadam#transformers#fic fanart#momu fanart#jazz#prowl#jazzprowl#considering the speed and the amount of fanart#….yeah I can see why tumblr thought I was a bot lmao#also#I mostly read during night and then drawing from memory during day so uhhhhh the accuracy is questionable haha#mainly I feel like half of the time I don’t know how tf Jazz looks. The guy switching between his looks so often jdjfjfj#IM. SO GLAD THEY RESOLVED THEIR DRAMA EHEHBJGJ#The scene in medbay was so damn cute#oh my goddddd#the scene of the tac net crash#muah#loved it~#you know the thing is - I'm a biiiig fan of mutual feelings and actions#the scene of the kiss was absolutely great but it was a bit one sided#Jazz cared about Prowl but Prowl was far more concerned about information safety and strategy and stuff#but this?? mmmm~ Them caring for each other#Prowl using his last moments of consciousness to ask Jazz if he is mad at him#Prowl actually deeply caring of what Jazz thinks about him now when he knows Prowl killed his friends#i don't know how to explain#kisses are great but this (points) this is my favorite five star meal right here#also there is something so funny about Prowl slowly discovering fow fucked up Jazz is and just accepting it#but being so scared when Jazz discover how fucked up he is. Only for Jazz to be like “boo I knew about your fuckedupness from the start”
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"Can we do it again?" "Give me five minutes... maybe ten."
#*gifs#1k#polin#polinedit#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#nicola coughlan#luke newton#colinbridgertonedit#penelopefeatheringtonedit#perioddramaedit#weloveperioddrama#dailynetflix#dailypolin#bridgertonblr#dailybridgerton#ughmerlin#userhann#uservalentina#jemmablossom#tusererika#bridgerton spoilers#the lighting for this scene is actually all over the place i'm so mad at it#but it was so beautiful#desperately trying to avoid tumblr blocking it
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This drawing isn't very literal...cuz that wouldn't really make any sense at all...
#my art#deltarune#dess holiday#december holiday#deltarune spoilers#dess knight#Interesting situation where tenna is both implied and couldn't possibly be in this picture at all. Well it's symbolism I guess#I really hope someone out there can experience even a fraction of the madness I had over this drawing.#I was like writing things in my head about it while drawing it and I only half-forgot them after falling asleep#But I think I prefer letting the picture be vaguely ambiguous on its own so I will just keep those in my head.#Well if nothing else please ignore that I'm not very good at drawing trees or perspective.#dt#Did you know baseball bats actually do sometimes have slanted handle ends like that? I learned this from another post but I lost it already
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My artbook just arrived and what do you mean they could have looked like this?? Who looked at these designs and thought: No wait, I have a better idea :)
WHO WAS IT?? COME HERE I JUST WANNA TALK
#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#morrigan#dorian pavus#isabela dragon age#idk is this a spoiler?#i guess#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#i'm so mad not gonna lie#so you're really telling me there were these designs and they CHANGED them??#WHY???#i'm sorry i don't want to be mad but this is honestly so frustrating#the whole art book makes me a little angry ngl#veilguard critical#ugh#my girl morrigan actually looks like i think she would 20 years down the line ;A;#ahhh
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EYES WITHOUT A FACE
#id in alt text#Can yiu tell I bullshit her stupid jacket HAALP#I'm pondering her she's tormenting me SHES REALLY SAD...#DMC makes me evillll there's just smth about it#The netflix show made me SO MAD it's propelled me into thinking about actual DMC again#Anyway. This song was on a vergil playlist and it conjured this image so vividly into my head#vergil sparda#dmc#devil may cry#dmc3#dmc3 vergil#devil may cry 3#vergil devil may cry#scopophobia#eye contact
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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been a while since i've heard anything about ride kamens, how's that going
they're just doing Hamlet now APPARENTLY
#art#ride kamens#ride kamens spoilers#soukage no unmei tsunagu ambition#fralio: of course i know of ~the bard~. i'm not an uncultured BOOR. there are many anime based off of his works!#fralio: i just think they could all be improved with the addition of ham#sob. i've been consistently like one or two events behind#and it's always a bit of a crapshoot how plot-relevant event stories are gonna be so i never know how behind i ACTUALLY am#(someday i will remember i can still post fanart even if i'm not caught up...)#(the world could always use more of leon's day off. that was the actual cutest thing ever.)#FUCK i gotta catch up quick though#TWINS BACKSTORY?!?!#IN SHAKESPEARIAN FORM FOR SOME REASON?!?!?!?!#and also the mad guys are there YES this is perfect oh my god#kakeru: a world without fralio...i can't... (is interrupted as araki knocks the entire set over onto him while screaming)#(kamui is dying of poison in the background and nobody notices)#agata: i'm just happy to be included :)
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drawing hong lu every day until his canto comes out #15
featuring heath! :)
#daily hong lu#feel free to tag this as ship idc#speaking of hongcliff tho rn the only place I ship it is the full stop duo but lowk I'm coming around to classic hongcliff#I'm still thinking of the most recent intervallo where heath blew his cover bc he got mad at hong lu being depressing#like bro. he cares. I am so ill#and yes I know everyone was there and they all care but HEATH WAS THE FIRST ONEEEE#heath is actually such a sweetheart i love him#hong lu#hong lu lcb#heathcliff lcb#limbus company#project moon#fanart#tuxiart#art#digital art#illustration
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so uhhhhhhhh. not to be cryptic and bitchy on main but congratulations to everyone in my messages for like 5 months on being right i guess
#ramble#ughhhhhhhhhhhh ok so#i will delete this later bc idk if this person has tumblr and i genuinely mean no ill will i just need an outside opinion#i vented about it on my close friends story already but i need like. a neutral party#i won't say their name but if you're on other socials you probably know who it is#basically for a while i've been getting messages saying 'this person has hacked your art style' or 'is REDACTED your alt account'#and in the beginning there were like. similarities? but nothing i could really claim and also i don't want to accuse someone of theft#like i don't own any stylistic choices or anything. i've used things from other artists i like. honestly it's kind of flattering#and we are actually really friendly in DMs now and we even joke about it. we message eachother any time we get a comment about it#i made a joke literally 2 weeks ago about how we're two different people i swear#but after adding some Very specific things to my art (like the paper texture/hatching/shiny lighting). they also added them#and i gave them the benefit of the doubt bc i don't like to believe anyone has bad intent with stuff like that. and i've done the same obvs#but recently they dropped some tav lore and it was. basically a panel for panel copy of one of my cyra comics down to the HAND PLACEMENT#and obviously i don't own the Bitch Mother trope or anything but it's just. mmmmm it makes me feel weird#idk it just feels like it's gone a bit far now and i'm not sure what to do about it#like you would think after we became moots they would get scared and stop but i think i was too openly trusting and they just kept going#recently someone on THEIR PATREON thought they were me and they weren't even one of mine (which by itself is funny but. y'know)#i don't want to call anyone out or upset anyone bc it only causes more problems but like. i Know. and idk if they should know that i know#maybe i'm just stupid idk i really trusted that it wasn't happening but it is and i don't know how to feel#hONESTLY I'M JUST MAD THAT I CAN'T DO ANY MORE CYRA LORE NOW BC PEOPLE ARE GOING TO ACCUSE **ME**#also PLEASE do not witch hunt this person i want to deal with this as quietly as possible#i really felt like i was in the twilight zone or just being paranoid so i had to ask
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DC + DP
There was a silence the circle spins, ruins flashing, Constintine holds his breath his eyes filled with worry. The bats sit to the side, waiting nervously. "I can't fix this," Constintine mutters, "The most we can do is pray."
The runes stops, and the circle glows the green dark, the circle bruning, and suddenly there is a someone else there, something else there, it's eyes a bright horrible green, as they wait as they watch.
"Your majesty, King of they infinite realms, ruler of the dead, protecter of the living, wish granter, curse breaker," Constantine bows at one in a way that's practiced, it turns it's gaze apon him.
"Hellblazer , I told you too use my name," It greets and Bruce’s blood tuns cold. See rerer “Hi mate, how you doing?” Constantine’s demeanor changes easily and the eldritch being sighs.
Their form changing to that of a young vaguely human man. His skin is blue his hair a bright white, he wears a cloak reminiscent of the galleries around them, a pitch black crown floats about his head. “good, how about you?@ they ask with a crooked grin.
“Fine, what are you doing here?” Constantine asks.
“I’m here for you my love!” He sighs dramatically.
“Fuck off Phantom this isn’t a hookup!” John scoffs.
“John I told you I was sorry!” They pout, “I promise I won’t-“
“you will,” John huffs, “your a protecter Phantom you physically can’t, and I refuse to have someone hurt themselves for me.
”John I said it’s fine! Just please? I miss you,” they sigh, staring at John with a wide eyes.
“Fuck you and your righteous!”john sighs. “You should be angry, I broke up with you!”
“oh i was pissed, but I’m the one who did something wrong so-“ Phantom stars.
“You did nothing,” John rolls his eyes, “I fucked up, not trusting you, I’m sorry, but we’re over. I refuse to hurt you again.”
“Then fucking date me John! I am not taking a no! You love me, I love you, and i'll be damned if I don't get my fiance back!" Phantom glares/
The justice league is silent, waiting for a response. "Fine," John grumbles, see you at the house.
"It had better not be filthy!" Phantom warns, "I know I drilled it in you to take care of yourself!" then with a sniff he turns and vanishes.
"I am so getting yelled at," John mutters.
The justice league stares and finally Batman speaks. "You're dating him?" he sounds relatively strangled, "Didn't you say he could destroy the planet?"
"Could, but Phantom would never, he's a real sweetheart," John rolls his eyes and starts going through the components of the ritual.
"But he's powerful is the relationship really-" Batman begans.
"Yes, it's real, Danny is an eldritch abomination, a real sweet one, besides he's great in bed," John drawls deadpan.
"That's besides the point are you safe?" Batman asks.
"Yes," John answers, "Not from his cooking though," he shudders and finishes packing up the artifacts. "Thank you bat but I think I'm gonna go?"
"Good night," Superman calls.
John doesn't answer simply disappearing into the night.
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I love this ship tbh, i'm dying rn, I have a family reunion in 2 weeks and I don't want to go. Also happy pride month!
#Danny is in love#so is John but he's in denial#like seriously breakups constantly#they'd drive Zatanna mad#and Danny totally is in love#Sam and Tucker hate john#And Danny's like I'm centuries old let me make my own decisions bitch#they ignore him obviously#John now has an emergency contact that isn't Zattana#so she actually likes danny#and the bat thinks the relationship is to imbalanced to be unfair#it's true cause Danny love John enough to do anything#dpxdc#john constantine#justice league#danny fenton#jason todd#batman
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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I know everyone moved on to talking about 3.3, but mentally I'm still here...
Because like, sure, of course, yes, obviously Eurypon is talking about the Kremnoans serving Okhema in the Flame Chase Journey.
But actually? The only person Eurypon specifically talks about through his whole segment of the memory fragment is Mydei, so he might as well be saying "Since when did YOU grow so weak as to become someone else's quiet support?"
And I can't stop laughing about it because why does this feel so much like "I saw you giving that Elysian boy those gay ass emotional peptalks. Out here having a healthy and supportive relationship on main and still wanna call yourself a Kremnoan?? Are you a man or your man's man?!"
Eurypon is not woke enough for Mydei and Phainon's emotional attunement. 😂
#honkai star rail#mydei#phaidei#eurypon#I feel like modern Eurypon would be one of those dads#who's like “I'm not a homophobe; I'm fine if my son is with a man”#but then on the side he's like “You better be the one wearing the pants in the relationship”#because he got that outdated “If you top you're not GAY-gay” delusion going on#okay no I'll be serious now#SERIOUS#I actually just think it's interesting how the fandom let#“Mydei is other people's quiet support” slip by#without making a bigger deal of it#even outside of shipping context#the fact that dead ass Eurypon of all people perceives Mydei#as explicitly “quiet” and “supportive”#even while Eurypon is trying to forcibly project his own madness onto his son#is wild#he clocks who Mydei REALLY is and berates him for it#trying to drive him back into Kremnos's cycle of violence#and Mydei wholesale rejecting him#EXPLICITLY to go back to being “quiet support” for Amphoreus#(he even says a few lines later “A world on the verge of collapse; Gorgo's son will be there at once”)#is so good!!!#the fact that Mydei shouldered the burden of so many people#of their world itself#without a complaint#is highlighted so well by the words “quiet support”#and people just walked right past this line#I'M STILL THERE GUYS
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